Weekend

Shew what a social weekend. I am exhausted!

Friday I made taco's and both G & dad seemed to enjoy them, I struggled, but liked the salad side of them. Saturday I went to meet an old friend from school days, it was a lovely catch up! She hasn't changed, 1 bit! Spent 3 hours with her. Then got home to my messy kitchen my Dad was teaching G to make fruit liquores! My poor kitchen, so did a quick clean up and went off to Eileen's baby shower, which was lovely! Sheena & her mom put in soooo much work! Met Mandri! What a lovely lady! Got home to a house full of men to watch the rugby (G doesn't watch rugby, but my dad said he wanted to, so G made an evening of it!) I was so tired. I had a cup of tea, made a salad and baked some potatoes in the microwave and then sat down and didn't move much the whole evening. I crashed about 10 and didn't even hear everyone leave???

I was so grumpy yesterday, had our cousin get together here instead of the botanical gardens, was cold and was lovely, but my sister was in a poor me frame of mind and at the same time so bolshy about 4 of her ex's wanting her back????? I have no patience for her I really don't. The rest of us were having fun, then they left and my sister stayed and instead of having a nice chat she is negative and poor me all the time, I sometimes want to shake her and say wake up girl, there is more out there than what you see. Then I get stupid comments and I was so tired of socialising I eventually told her that it was time for her to leave! She wasn't happy, but I would have totally lost my cool.

I went and had a nap and felt better and then G came home from diving and starts on at me about my bosses choice and says maybe just take 2 months maternity leave as we can't afford more. Well I nearly lost it. I got so mad. Men just don't understand, I really don't think they do. I just wanted to cry and disappear into a hole in the ground for a few days! He took me out for Chinese last night and was much better. Think he spoke without thinking. Oh well time will tell with that, 7 months to be precise, well I guess less than, but anyway!

I truly believe everything happens for a reason and I must open my eyes and my ears and the answer will be told to me, but know I have to have patience! Patience is so hard to come by! Gee wish I could go buy it at a shop!

I sound negative too, guess I am having a down day!